Saturday, April 9, 2011

What I Want

I have been watching a lot of the the TV show The Wire lately.  In light of taking a new job this week, it has me thinking... I should have been a homicide detective.  I think I would be really good at it.  There are so many times when I am watching a movie, or a TV show, and I can guess what is going to happen. 

Examples:  Letters to Juliet... I knew that she was going to fall for the grandson of the lady that she was helping. 
The Passion of the Christ...  I kept on saying to the youth group kid sitting next to me, "I bet that guy betrays Jesus, I bet that guys betrays Jesus".  Sure enough, he did.
Any M Night Shamamamlan movie (except The Sixth Sense).... Before the movie starts I say to myself, "this is going to be a terrible, terrible, terrible movie and I am going to be so mad at myself for watching it when it is through."  And I am always right, except for The Last Airbender, I didn't get to see the ending, because the movie theater turned off the film twenty minutes into the showing because it was soooo terrible.

My point is, sure I might have been a terrific detective, and I would probably be the guy that all the other detectives gave their cold cases to, because I was that good.  But fortunately for murderers and other low lifes, that was not in the cards for me. 

You see, just as all the career placement tests I took in high school predicted, I am going to be a middle manager for durable medical equipment company, and I am thrilled and thankful for the opportunity.  We weren't going to starve to death, if I didn't get this job, but it simply means we can meet our kids sooner and for this I am thankful.

I used to want a romantic job.  Not as like a romance novelist (though I could have done that too), but a job where I could change the world.  I had those jobs, but I was still left unfulfilled.  Now, what I want more than anything, is the continued health of my wife, and to grow our family through adoption.   

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